La la la la...

"Pag-uwi mo, kumain ka muna pagkatapos pahinga ka na. Tapos gawin mo na thesis mo at wag ka na mag-cram ha."

he said that with a smile but with a voice that means "be-responsible!"

haha.. my boyfriend being a cute Don again. It is so nice seeing him like that. Being strict and all. This day has been my lucky day so far. I can't wait to see him again.

Yeah. Im all mushed up again. Sorry for the other readers (if there are any) I'm just so in love. Its been a while yet I still feel like its the first time.

I guess I'm so lucky to know him. My teddy bear.

This is where "miracle" and "suicide" goes altogether

Wednesday is the deadline for my thesis and I still have to make at least 50.. no make that 60 pages of postmodernity-being-inconsistent-that's-why-graphic-novels-is-part-of-it thingy.

and guess what? Im typing my hours away when I'm supposed to be doing it! wahahahaha...f*ck.

My classmates have been asking us what's the easier way to do suicide.. even planning to do mass suicide. Where we would jump off a cliff and let a truck of tractor sweep our bodies away and laugh when they see that our skulls have nothing inside...

Before, I would agree to this. But now.. thinking that I have a boyfriend who is so unconventional and could be mistaken as a boss of a mafia makes me brush the idea away. Its just a f*cking thesis for God's sake. I would not lose my life full of his love just because of it! :D

Yeah.. this is how I really am. Im working my ass off but still has time for cheesiness. I just love him so much.

So I choose the former this time.

Making real or giving the appearance of reality or for short, realization.

I used to think.. when he was not yet mine, if i fall in love, would I be able to understand my special someone?

Because if I could, it would be so nice. If I could fall in love and understand and cheer him up.

Which is why I'm so glad when I met him and we were just friends. That I could do it even if we arent together yet.

It became so much better when it became us. I can not only listen and make him feel better through words but also through with kisses and warmth.

Isnt that the perfect feeling? Of having be able to let the one you love smile?

Hearing melodies in the middle of intersection.

While in a taxi cab, passing by the dim lights of the lamp posts, I gave him my other earphone so he could hear the music I'm hearing. Somehow realizing that only he and I could hear this melody. No other people are aware that this music is currently playing.

Like the music playing within me. Only he could hear that melody.

Only because it was created by him.